This part of my website is a place where I'll put some of the letters which I write to my Daddy everyday since he died. Rest of these letters are TOO private & personal for put them on the Internet.
Letter 1:
Dear Daddy!
I miss you so much. There's everything hard without you. We are sad all the time... Family tries to make us happier, but it's almost impossible. We surely laugh sometimes, because we know that you don't want us to cry and be sad all the time, but since you died I spend a lot of time in my room, crying and praying for you. Princey sticks to his computer, and he plays silly computer games as much time, as grandma starts to shout at him. Then he switches off his computer and he starts to be sad again. It seems like when he plays computer, he forgets about whole world and all that sadness inside him. Blanket seems like he still doesn't understand what happened. He waits for you, and he also cries a lot. He is so cute when he asks me: "Paris, sissy, when will daddy come back? I miss him so much..." I try to reply, but I can't. I start to cry before I can say anything. Then he starts to cry too, we hug and cry together.
Daddy, I hope you're happier in Heaven than you were on Earth. Please pray for us to God and look at us from above.
You ever loving princess, Paris <3
